Post by Egyptian Myth on Aug 21, 2007 4:07:14 GMT -5
I just have to vent.
I'm crying right now.
This is something that just happened. I was roleplaying in a chat and everything seemed fine, but suddenly the guy kicked me out. So I asked him why and this is what happened.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:40:40 AM): Why did you suspend me!?
Darius LeConte I (4:41:45 AM): Because the thought of you writing another action, and me having to read it, made me want to get raped by vikings with spikes on their dicks. Get the fuck away from me. You're a bad writer.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:43:57 AM): .. That really hurt. And that was really, really mean of you. I've been roleplaying for three years. If that's a short amount of time to you, I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I'm a horrible writer, but in case you failed to notice, there are WAY worse ones out there that are known as 'n00bs'! They don't even use grammar and spelling! To insult me like that is just.. just... awful! You seemed no better! Tell me what was wrong with my writing! Tell me, so I can fix it, dammit!
Darius LeConte I (4:45:37 AM): The constant OoCs that interrupted the flow of the story. The mark of amateurism. Little quips that were not funny, about the 300 movie, or somesuch megahertz of something. No one gives a shit.
Darius LeConte I (4:46:47 AM): As for me being no better, I'm a graduate student majoring in dramatic writing. I know a thing or two here and there.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:47:02 AM): That wasn't part of my writing, damn you! That was just commenting! That was just being fucking friendly! What is wrong with you!? What is wrong with everyone nowadays!? Everyone takes roleplaying so fucking seriously, it's a GAME for God's sake! Have FUCKING FUN with it!
Darius LeConte I (4:47:29 AM): I had fun kicking you out.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:49:36 AM): I don't care how old you are, or what an experienced writer you are, or what you know about writing or what education you have, that hasn't got to do with roleplaying! It's about being creative and entertaining yourself, and if you ask me you're too fucking old to be using your writing skills by hanging around chat rooms online and roleplaying! If you're so damn good, you should be out writing fucking books or making movies, not wasting your time with teenagers that apparently aren't good enough for you!
Darius LeConte I (4:53:22 AM): It's five in the morning. If I want to do something at five in the morning that doesn't involve my script or my lyrics, I should be able to do it. Also, some advice about your writing, since you asked. Characters that enter with the soul purpose of causing drama, and putting ALL attention on them are sure to be marked as newbies. If you enter with a grace and flair to your actual writing, you'll get far more attention.
Darius LeConte I (4:53:27 AM): Far more, positive attention.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:54:32 AM): You don't know the rest of my characters or Intros! I had no intention of attracting all attention or causing drama, but if you didn't notice there were only two fucking people in the chat! I couldn't help it if you both took interest in me! You could've just ignored me if I had been so horrible, and I would've left! You didn't have to do all this, dammit!
Darius LeConte I (4:56:07 AM): Better luck next time, twinkles.
Darius LeConte I (4:56:34 AM): Just don't come back to the Inne. I'd hate to have to call the vikings.
How... Why would.. That's just so awful. Writing and art is the only thing I'm -good at-, dammit. I've been insulted so many times and been called so many things, but to insult the only thing I consider myself vaguely talented at is.. it's one of the very few things that actually really gets to me. And I didn't even realize it until now because I've never been insulted like this before. No one's ever been this.. this...... just, .. awful.. to me about that before..
It's never been a problem.. sure some n00bs and ch00bs here and there have told me I suck, but their opinion doesn't matter, obviously.. n00bs are.. n00bs, and ch00bs are assholic idiots and everyone knows it, but this guy, this guy was just a normal roleplayer that was no fucking better than me but for less OoC, and nothing seemed wrong until he just suddenly kicked me out like that..
I mean, wouldn't you think some graduate fucker would have better things to do at even 5AM than roleplay with teenagers so much worse than him only to make one with enough problems cry like this!? What is fucking -wrong- with him!? Saint Dane - hell, SEIZURE is fucking better than that!
I'm beginning to have trouble keeping my crying quiet enough, as mom thinks I'm asleep. I guess I should try to go to sleep.
If you read this, I'm sorry. I had nowhere else to put it.
I'm crying right now.
This is something that just happened. I was roleplaying in a chat and everything seemed fine, but suddenly the guy kicked me out. So I asked him why and this is what happened.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:40:40 AM): Why did you suspend me!?
Darius LeConte I (4:41:45 AM): Because the thought of you writing another action, and me having to read it, made me want to get raped by vikings with spikes on their dicks. Get the fuck away from me. You're a bad writer.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:43:57 AM): .. That really hurt. And that was really, really mean of you. I've been roleplaying for three years. If that's a short amount of time to you, I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I'm a horrible writer, but in case you failed to notice, there are WAY worse ones out there that are known as 'n00bs'! They don't even use grammar and spelling! To insult me like that is just.. just... awful! You seemed no better! Tell me what was wrong with my writing! Tell me, so I can fix it, dammit!
Darius LeConte I (4:45:37 AM): The constant OoCs that interrupted the flow of the story. The mark of amateurism. Little quips that were not funny, about the 300 movie, or somesuch megahertz of something. No one gives a shit.
Darius LeConte I (4:46:47 AM): As for me being no better, I'm a graduate student majoring in dramatic writing. I know a thing or two here and there.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:47:02 AM): That wasn't part of my writing, damn you! That was just commenting! That was just being fucking friendly! What is wrong with you!? What is wrong with everyone nowadays!? Everyone takes roleplaying so fucking seriously, it's a GAME for God's sake! Have FUCKING FUN with it!
Darius LeConte I (4:47:29 AM): I had fun kicking you out.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:49:36 AM): I don't care how old you are, or what an experienced writer you are, or what you know about writing or what education you have, that hasn't got to do with roleplaying! It's about being creative and entertaining yourself, and if you ask me you're too fucking old to be using your writing skills by hanging around chat rooms online and roleplaying! If you're so damn good, you should be out writing fucking books or making movies, not wasting your time with teenagers that apparently aren't good enough for you!
Darius LeConte I (4:53:22 AM): It's five in the morning. If I want to do something at five in the morning that doesn't involve my script or my lyrics, I should be able to do it. Also, some advice about your writing, since you asked. Characters that enter with the soul purpose of causing drama, and putting ALL attention on them are sure to be marked as newbies. If you enter with a grace and flair to your actual writing, you'll get far more attention.
Darius LeConte I (4:53:27 AM): Far more, positive attention.
XxEgyptian Mythx (4:54:32 AM): You don't know the rest of my characters or Intros! I had no intention of attracting all attention or causing drama, but if you didn't notice there were only two fucking people in the chat! I couldn't help it if you both took interest in me! You could've just ignored me if I had been so horrible, and I would've left! You didn't have to do all this, dammit!
Darius LeConte I (4:56:07 AM): Better luck next time, twinkles.
Darius LeConte I (4:56:34 AM): Just don't come back to the Inne. I'd hate to have to call the vikings.
How... Why would.. That's just so awful. Writing and art is the only thing I'm -good at-, dammit. I've been insulted so many times and been called so many things, but to insult the only thing I consider myself vaguely talented at is.. it's one of the very few things that actually really gets to me. And I didn't even realize it until now because I've never been insulted like this before. No one's ever been this.. this...... just, .. awful.. to me about that before..
It's never been a problem.. sure some n00bs and ch00bs here and there have told me I suck, but their opinion doesn't matter, obviously.. n00bs are.. n00bs, and ch00bs are assholic idiots and everyone knows it, but this guy, this guy was just a normal roleplayer that was no fucking better than me but for less OoC, and nothing seemed wrong until he just suddenly kicked me out like that..
I mean, wouldn't you think some graduate fucker would have better things to do at even 5AM than roleplay with teenagers so much worse than him only to make one with enough problems cry like this!? What is fucking -wrong- with him!? Saint Dane - hell, SEIZURE is fucking better than that!
I'm beginning to have trouble keeping my crying quiet enough, as mom thinks I'm asleep. I guess I should try to go to sleep.
If you read this, I'm sorry. I had nowhere else to put it.
TOAST. <3 
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